So stressed.

First off, thank you for viewing my blog! So many views since I had checked last. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I really am glad people are checking out my ramblings. It's inspiring me to start doing a lot more with this blog. So please check back every now and again as I will be doing lots of new things soon.

Now on to the bad news and the reason why I am so stressed. I went to the beach later this week for a mini vacation and much needed break from everything as I have been very stressed and being stressed is not good for me due to my health issues. So, although we had fun I didn't find out until today that a company that I applied to had called on the 23rd about a job!

I've been looking hard for a stable job so my fiance and I can get married and move out. But for some reason I have been having lots of trouble, even with the help and advice from the GoodWill job connection. So I was very upset and heart broken when my mom told when they had called, as today is the 27th. I know that they most likely have filled the spot by now. And it's heart breaking because this job would be a stable, part time job that would have allowed me to do something I'm good at, typing and filing. So I called but sadly they are not in on the weekends. So I do plan to call on Monday, although my chances are slim now and explain what had happened. There is still a small chance but I'm not very hopefully. In fact after my last interview I no longer get excited because even if you do get an interview they may never call you back, which happened to me.

It just adds on more stress. Would of, could of, should of, I guess.

Any who...

I've been busy with cutting out Oz's fabric for the coat and today I got that all done, expect the three biggest pieces for the back and sides. I ran out of fabric. So I will be buying more tomorrow. I've also decided to use the white fabric for lining the inside of the coat so I'll need to get more of that tomorrow too. I'm hoping to get all this done soon because I'm going crazy. I'm excited as hell, don't get me wrong, just stressed.